Despite the presence of fail-safe mechanisms you may experience periods of frustration in your life where what you now really desire to do in life conflicts with the decision you have already made to go on as you are. This can explain the difficulty that can exist at times, when you want to change the way you are, but find little or no motivation to act upon this desire and to carry it out. It can seem as though you continually slip back, no matter how hard you endeavour to make these changes.

You are in effect, fighting to change when you do not wish to change. Fighting to eliminate an identity that you do not even know exists. Hence the conflict...